depite my back being pain.



i hurt my back.
just like last year.
the whole thing is a repeat of last year!

and some people was fighting taxi with me when im in the taxi queue.
while he wasn't.
and another one, who was only going to clarke quay!(but in the taxi stand queue, but behind me by 3 or 4 people)
hello, the distance from clarke quay was like don't know how many minutes away from my office building.
still dare to F*** me back when i board.
the taxi driver is going to pasir ris. and i was the first in the queue and i was going to Pasir Ris!
because my back hurts so much that's why i didn't respond to the taxi driver. so what if the taxi driver agreed to drive you.

whatever.
just let me grumble.
so this is how education brought out a people.
okay, im not saying im very good like that. but.
whatever lah. just buay song nia.

sigh.
bro will be back from his geography trip in malaysia today!

no more freedom on using the internet.
:(

till then.
tomorrow is weekend!
:)


just updated on my graduation ceremony(which is below this post)
and btw, i forgotten to congrats two dudes from the class who got the silver and bronze medal.
HAHAHA.
did our class proud!

and yes. reach home by taking cab from orchard.
went for dinner(yes, i thought it would be cancel, cos no one confirm with me,)but i have been getting 10+ over miss calls, and 9 plus over message, when i finally feel like checking my Handphone at 6.45pm.though i didn't know some numbers belongs to who.
i think Starhub must be wondering why i didn't want to pick up calls, or why did this person have so much incoming message all of the sudden.(like real lah)
but anyway,i cancel another dinner with another friend(which is im going to meet her tomorrow, and i promise, my treat)
and went to Orchard with the forever would never look like her own age-leechin and one word- THE PIG-tzeshing and the super duper uber clever guy who gotten accepted by the three unis in singapore, and not to forget diploma in business with merit and bronze medalist- nic
i enjoyed it
but i have put on weight!
:(
ahh. the when 2 become 1.
and the triple x and the mudpie.
SINFUL.
hahaha.

nice day. too bad no pics.
:p
nite.


Graduation Ceremony at Temasek Convention Centre, Session 1.




i realise everyone is changing and i don't feel the same anymore.

graduation day today!

came home crying.

i like the valedictorian speech.
:)

till then, happy graduation day everyone.

i will blog about this tomorrow.


:)
finally im smiling and happy.
since yesterday.
maybe seeing him happy is the only way to make me happy too
haha.
eh, really long time no that feeling.
AS FRIENDS.
haha.

well. beside that, im happy that the Singapore government have given me(not only me, those age 21 years and above) the GST offset package.
shocking for me. cos i didn't expected it, cos i thought i don't have.
cos, my relatives and friends say you must be 21st as at 1/1/07
i haven even turn 21 yet, so they told me wait for next year.
but when mom came home with the letters today, she immediately told me, you also got le.
i was haha. oh ok lor.
but too bad i ain't guys who have entered or doing NS.
cos got additional 100
but haha, it's already very good.
lol. thank you!

anyway, i will be keeping 2 blogs now.
one at blogspot and one at livejournal.

http://a-worldofmyown.livejournal.com

but that will be for friends only.
friends who want to be added, get a livejournal account, leave comment, and add me.
and for others, add me there with your username, i will add you back.
i will add you all back definitely.

BUT i will continue to blog here, except there might be some other post, which i don't want to be reveal here.
but sometimes it would be a similar post.
so haha, up to you whether u all want to sign up for the livejournal account!
:)

work is alright so far.

should be thankful and grateful.

looking forward to the weekend.

till then.
and goodnite.


when the world turns around, and you are being shun away.
another door will open for you.

another setback, just smile bravely as you promised and tell yourself everything is going to be alright.
:)

don't look down on yourself.
don't ever lose your confidence
don't ever ever ever.

you promised you will be more strong after the setback.
please do stay strong.
and don't fall.
:)

i will pray for you.
time is all you need now.

and yeah, tomorrow will be a brand new week.
last week might be tough for you.
but not the new week.

只要笑一笑，没有什么事情过不了。
from my friend msn nick.

do take care.
:)


i couldn't sleep last night.
the sounds of the winds were fully occupying my mind.
without knowing why either.

finally i drift off to my sleep at 4 plus, woke up at 6 plus.
and then back to sleep till 7.40.
which is kind of ok.
call my friend.
then i went to read newspaper and then, finally online.
but morning where got people so early online one?

hahas.

truly, i think i knew what i wanted to do, but however, it's difficult already.
it seems that i have wasted my time ever since i was in primary school, if i ever knew how to think back then, i would have be in year 3 in uni right now.
whatever.
if i have done well for my PSLE(which i did well/ok for my prelims, don't ask me what happen during PSLE already)
it sucks to see your cousins and nieces and nephews doing 1000x better than you.
and me, myself. getting in private uni?
whatever it is.
i hate this sucky feeling lah.
2 years is pretty fast.
which eventually hope new things will turn out.

hopefully.
keeping my fingers crossed.
starting school next month!
can't wait for it to start.
and can't wait to quit my job.
and go for a short break.
i need that eh!
:)

and hurray, lil bro is going to KL and Cameron Highland with his school(duh, which is my school previously also) next next Monday which is my Graduation day.
bet that day though i got to be in school by 8.30am(ceremony starts at 9.30)
i will still wake up at 4am plus, cos i think mom will be practically screaming at him to wake up, checking the bags, as well as the passport, though i keep on re-assuring her that it's still valid for 6 months, cos it expires on next year Jan(for guys, they gota get it stamp and extend the passport or whatever it is, i also don't know what is it, cos im not a guy,and i think it has to be something to do with NS).
and yeah, next monday off day, hopefully can get it.
and why am i so happy that he's going there?
it means i can go use the computer lah.

haha.
life have been mono-tone when working.
life is not mono-tone when school starts.
cos i knew i got my friends with me.
LOL.

yeah.

going to bath soon.
and yea, going to Comfort driving centre with ting to book her basic, if not, i think she will continue to say when is she going to take!
LOL.
speaking of that, i haven even go and apply for PDL to learn lor. cos im practically lazy girl.
haha.aiya, slowly lah.
and after that,shall be shopping time!

oh yea,
happy mother's day to all mom out there.
and to my mom too.
:)

i feel better after typing this post.

and sigh, tomorrow is Monday and then it's another countdown to another weekends.

till then
:)
















well.
it's wednesday now!

tmr will be thursday and soon it'll be fri!
:)

weekends!
will be here soon.

Well, it's a wonder why i can be so independent and yet dependent.
haha.

Sunday, as i said i wanted to book the S.H.E album taiwan version.
i went alone in the end, cos i didn't wana meet my friends (i know it's bad of me)
and i walk from city hall to Singapore Shopping Centre.
which is beside park mall & glass house fish and co.
and i went in there, took the lift to the third floor and turn left, then turn right.
the shop is so obvious (im promoting)
haha.
bought, and i just home sweet home for the Charity show.

Monday was work.
but this time round, i ended at 6.30 which is not unusual.
the latest i have stayed is 8. but i bet pple is leaving even later.
i walk from DBS building to Chinatown Point. which is not that far
and i went to buy birdnest for mom
:)
spend 200+ there. NVM.
went to take NEL to Serangoon.
think could take 109/81 back to Pasir Ris.
but..
when i reach there, none came, and i waited patiently.
on bus, i was on phone with xj.
and she told me GRACE is going to switzerland for her further studies?
LUCKY girl lah.
bring me along there too lah.
speaking of that, if my mom change her opinion that im indpendent. i think i still can go.
but she says i don't know how to cook, how to wash clothes, don't know blablabla.
in one word, she's just afraid of me going there alone.
just 不放心
sigh.
but im independent enough, at least to me.
im enjoying all the freedoms that my parents gave me.
sometimes after work, i didn't call back saying where i go, they wouldn't call until 10 plus, and when i told them, they would oh ok . like that nia.
in the past i think they would have wanted me to be back home at 9/10.
but that was like in secondary school times?
i have gain much freedom, but sometimes i just feel they might not want to bothered my life, but sometimes i think they restrict my life (which is eh, a bit too difficult to explain)
there, i told myself, i definitely will contradict this whole blog post.
one minute, i told myself that i have lots of freedom.
the next minute, i told myself i don't have.
haha, contradicting.

just yesterday, i have lunch with beka at FAR EAST SQUARE.
whoo, the lor mee is nice lah.
:)
saw xx there too.
talk a while, and walk back to office.

actually, i don't feel like working anymore.
cos today i really nearly cried, just i didn't!
don't know why, just got the urge to cry.
alright lah, say me crybaby if you like.
haha.
and after work, bought birdnest again.
but this time round, i swap 400+ of money at one time.
HAHA.
i never ever do that.
but i just gotten my salary.
:)

whatever.
i also don't know what i wana type and continue already.
except make up my mind where i want to held my 21st.
anyone got any idea?

and i am praying for the better.
please help me god.
amen.

till then.


oh man, tomorrow is monday AGAIN!
:(

whoever likes MONDAY?
come tell me now.

well. i knew im missing from blogging here.
but im sorry people, i think im rather lazy to blog in office(if ever my office comp allows), and also, from home, cos it's my lil bro exams(he didn't allow me to use, but he himself can use), what the heck is this?

let me see what i did last week huh?

monday was a labour of love at univeristy culture centre (UCC).
great. i knew 96 would bring us to NUS from clementi.
but we alight a stop earlier in NUS don't know whichever stop.
and we walk by following the signs.
and when we were near the UCC(it's beside the music school lah, so cool man and nice) we go and ask people where it is, when it's just a few more steps away.
but anyway, thanks to that guy.
and i think it's really 小巫见大巫 lah for us.
i mean i step into that place twice only, you don't expect me to knew every part of that place. HAHA.
whatever lah.
the musical i like the music, and part of the story.
haha.

tuesday was public holidays.
:)
thinking i could rest at home and sleep, yes i did sleep until 10am!
which is rare for me.
haha.
and then suddenly, mom ask me to go and queue for her the birdnest.
.......
i travelled to CHINATOWN.
and QUEUE for 1HR plus.
once im done, i walk to RAFFLES CITY SHOPPING CENTRE.
and QUEUE at DONUT FACTORY.
but boo hoo, i queued for 1 and 1/2 hour, i was not even near the shop entrance, i was still far back behind.
I GAVE UP.
and went to suntec city intending to take bus 518 home and buy bubble tea at the same time.
but then, an insurance agent stopped me and blablablablablabla.
which i didn't take up in the end.
cos im quite annoyed by that person HIGH IQ, LOW EQ
fancy going for so much education.
took bus 36 to airport.
and then bus 53 back home.

wednesday was work, work and work.
thurday was work, and dinner at bugis.
friday was work, and dinner at clarke quay central the manhatten fish market.
YUMMYLICIOUS lah!
but lucky, me, beka, xj and ting took BUS 12 back home. cos just nice, all 4 can take bus 12.
but im the last to alight.
but michelle who lives at sengkang, took the NEL.
but clarke quay stop got disruption.
and i find a new lunch kaki. BEKA who works at amoy street.
which is near me lah. mine is at DBS building.

yesterday i went to rebond my hair.
yah lah yah lah.
i didn't perm.
argh. im just so fickle minded man.
:(
haha.
but im satisfied with the ending product.

later shall go to doby ghaut.
to book the S.H.E album.
cos i want the taiwan version which included those goodies from taiwan.
hopefully still have ba.
cos all this i heard from my super nice lil sister. who ask me to get it.
DUH!

oh man, i still can't believe it's monday tomorrow!!

and
life and death is only a line apart.
if we are able to cross that line, and live for tomorrow, cherished it.

and happy 20th bday to my liqiu!

and catch TANK and ANGELA ZHANG at the charity show tonight!
:)

DeDuan / DD
23, LPS, CSS, TP, SIM, 23/08/1986
shy, independent/dependent, perfectionist
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